Sometimes revelations happen at least expected moments...perhaps epiphany is more of the word. An ah ha moment. You wake up suddenly understanding what was not understood before. The need to fill a void that is ever present...thinly veiled but still there. The distance you unknowling create between that which you deeply need...deeply want. The void that is constantly there. Constantly needing to be fed. A cycle needing to be broken and yet almost impossible to change.
Pick me! Pick me! They never picked me. The void was created. The void was small. The void grew. Perhaps I give too much of myself forfeiting part of me. I give too much and then there is nothing left for me. Is that how I fill that void? Another cycle hard to be broken.
Pick me! Pick me! I am worthy. I have value. Pick me! Pick me!
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