Thoughts...

thoughts...feelings...emotions all entwined like the legs of lovers enraptured within one another - just lying together experiencing one another without words...just touching...just being in that moment..that exquisite when everything merges and there are no clear definition of self of boundaries.

The Ability to Love...

some have an enormous ability to love...loving of a person or more then one.  Reasons are complex sometimes complicated perhaps.  Can one person fulfill our every need?  Doubtful.  People are complex beings.  One has certain qualities that others lack or simply have never cultivated.  One person fills a need - the other fills different needs.

Human touch...we all need it.  Emotional connections...we all long for that.  The ability to love two people at the same time exists.  It's complex.  Layers of feelings...of emotions...of need...all resulting in human touch...emotional connections.  Not always making sense.  The reasons are many...

the ability to love

Pick me! Pick me!

Sometimes revelations happen at least expected moments...perhaps epiphany is more of the word.  An ah ha moment.  You wake up suddenly understanding what was not understood before.  The need to fill a void that is ever present...thinly veiled but still there.  The distance you unknowling create between that which you deeply need...deeply want.  The void that is constantly there.  Constantly needing to be fed.  A cycle needing to be broken and yet almost impossible to change.

Pick me!  Pick me!  They never picked me.  The void was created.  The void was small.  The void grew.  Perhaps I give too much of myself forfeiting part of me.  I give too much and then there is nothing left for me.  Is that how I fill that void?  Another cycle hard to be broken.

Pick me!  Pick me!  I am worthy.  I have value.  Pick me!  Pick me!